Friday, February 11, 2011

Friday at last!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Friday has never felt better, Especially because I've been studying allllllll night last night and allllllllll morning for a HUUUUGE Exam that my life depended on!!! Being a procrastinator, I've often thought of ways I could escape it-- I could move out of town, change my name, grow a beard and shave it off-- and then disguise myself and move back into town!!! But then I realized, no matter how much you kick or scream or complain or hide or how far you run or how long you procrastinate, there's still a test tomorrow. This taught me to always be prepared and to use my time wisely. Am I willing to sacrifice my study time to play and hang out with friends all week?? This would leave me with less and less time to study and more pressure and stress when I do start studying. On the other hand, I can sacrifice a few days of hanging out with friends, going out dancing and online shopping for a few good hours of PURE CONCENTRATION!!! It all worked out, despite my ADHD kicking in every 30 minutes and the strong yearning to run outside to my car, blast the radio and throw slices of raw ham at my neighbor's windows (he's a cop) while he's out of town on duty.. Sighhhhhhhh someday Corri, someday..

As far as that test, I DOMINATED IT!!!!!! :D

Besides that, I just wanted to say HOW GRATEFUL I AM that I am doing well! School is not SO bad, and I just proved to myself that I can handle a little sacrifice.. As far as my Twin goes, I am glad that she's okay. I always worried about myself going to Utah and just leaving her behind seemed like such an overwhelming burden to me! But I'm glad that she's back at home with Mom & Dad-- of all places in the world to be right now, I'm glad that she chose to go back home for a little while so she can work out her autonomy there. I'm glad that she has a car, a place to stay, college to go to, AMAZING parents to entertain and abide with, and all the basic necessities of life there. I'm glad that there are tons of nieces and nephews who come over all the time that she can play with. Karri and I absolutely love kids and plan on working with them in the future. We THRIVE and become so ecstatic whenever we're around children and I'm glad that Karri has many opportunities to practice while she plays!

If you are separating from your Twin, one thing I can say is DON'T FEEL GUILTY!!! It's best for the both of you that you separate for a small while so you can learn how to be Amazing as an individual! It shouldn't be hard, and always know that your Twin will be just fine. Just do your best and trust that they're doing the same. I know that Heavenly Father watches over us all and there's a reason you were born with a Best Friend. He will take good care of your Twin as you do your best and of course, He will take good care of you and bless that you never feel alone or abandoned, whether you're the Twin that's moving or staying. REMEMBER THAT!!! :) :)

Well, that's pretty much all I wanted to say for now.. I have a job interview soon that I don't wanna miss. Hope all my followers have a great day!!!

P.S: Hi Mom!!! =P

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